Thanks for all the messages guys really appreciate it. I think the problem is me at the moment I got myself in this trend of getting ****** because my life was a bit **** and couldn't see a change then I made the change and with only 6 months or so hard work I will be in the position I have wanted to be for years, but instead of working I carried on burying my head in the sand drinking and drugging it to massive levels.
I still am being a grumpy **** at the moment and this week will take the Bulls vy
By the horns and sort my **** out.
Thanks for the help guys it is really appreciated.