Hi Mentium.....it sounds like you have support with SR and counseling. Really, the rest is up to you. For me it was a matter of changing my mindset and seeing myself as a nondrinker. For me, a lot of introspection and self-discovery was necessary for me to see that I am more of my authentic self when sober, and that I like me! Don't let anyone tell you that you have to be part of a structured program to succeed. Some people need it, but not ALL. You can create your own program and work it.
You can do this!