So it has finally happened I can finally say what you all have been saying since day one
I HAVE A PROBLEM
This weekend I have been out of control drunk out my brains and sniffed off my face. I have been waffling to people, spending huge amounts of money and causing arguments just to name a few things.
I thought I could hand,e my drink as I was doing well with the non drinking, I thought I could control myself but I obviously cant. I am now giving up booze for good and there will be no ifs or buts I am deadly serious, its not like I made an arse of myself this weekend when ****** but now can see how little control I have.