I had a really angry day, killer. My AM was on an annoying several day bender ranting and raving about basically nothing and the today when she is sober, she wants to pretend like nothing happened and wants everyone to ooh and ah about some new things that she bought. It is the selfishness I was raised with, so nothing new, but for some reason her immaturity brought me to my boiling point like it hadn't done in a long time. I could feel the rage coursing through my body! Like mnh said, I know part of my anger and outrage is at myself for playing her games and placating and catering to her all of my life.