I think you already accomplished something important Cohiba.
Originally you posted
So I am not 100% sure if I should be here because I do not know if I am classed as an addict or just an idiot but here is my story and my plan.
You were planning on not drinking for 50 days but you could not and drank so this answers you original query: you are
not an idiot but you
are an alcoholic like us period.
Non alcoholics can easily go 50 days not drinking whether they are bright or idiots.
You could not.
The good news is that I read some of your posts and that you definitely are not an idiot!
Now knowing that you are an alcoholic and cannot drink safely, it's time for you to formulate a long term plan and tackle it.
You can do it
