"So I told him to pee or leave. Of course it was thrown on me. I didn't trust him, I ruined our marriage, I track him, I keep him away from his friends and family.. Etc all lies.. I was starting to trust him, that's why the tests were a month and a half apart, I don't track him, I never kept him from his friends and family, he did."
Dear one, if there was ever a group of people who know what giving your all just to have it thrown in your face and be lied on its this one. Time to get reeeeeeeeeeeel selfish. Lawyer up, protect whatever assets you can. Don't worry about him being mad and losing him. You lost him years ago to addiction and they get mad no matter what. Has your kindness and generosity kept him from forging documents because he wanted more? Nope. (((Hugs)))