Even though I haven't had a drink in almost 15 months, within the past 24 months I would discover bruises on my shins and places that I don't remember getting - all at home.
I will say that sobriety is not a dress rehearsal. And it's not a movie where they can do scenes over. Sure, some people struggle and stumble a few times. But using that as a potential reason to do so can be dangerous. Many who stumble never make it back.
It's not worth the risk to shrug it off as an expected event.
Try to make this time the last time. There are no guarantees that you will do better next time.
You can do this girlie.