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Old 05-16-2005, 07:20 AM
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mishelly
It Is What It Is
 
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Peculiar, MO
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Morning everybody...wow, haven't logged on since Friday and look at all you folks! That's awesome and welcome to each and every one of you, glad you're here. Today is 24 days, 9 hours and 7 minutes of sobriety for me...friggin' amazin!

((Approck)) Don't worry...Sunday was not a good day for me and I sat in my garage floor and bawled like a baby about how it wasn't supposed to be this way...I was not supposed to be an alcoholic addict (but I am) and I was not supposed to have to raise my sons by myself (but I am), I was not supposed to not have a significant other in my life, and I wanted to drink or use SOOOOO bad...

...and then I turned my eyes and my thoughts upward and turned it over to my higher power. The desire to use faded away, I got up, dusted myself off and went outside and lo and behold, the thing that set me off in the first place was taken care of by a friendly next door neighbor!

Can we say divine intervention???
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