Originally Posted by
scaredofchange 
how can I change? I'm scared to go to AA. I am scared to admit my problem but I AM AN ALCOHOLIC.
You login name says is all. Scared of change. Yet, to repeat a old recovery cliche, nothing changes if nothing changes.
You can wait until you lose the fear of change, or make the change even though you are afraid of it. I vote for #2. It's easier to overcome fear than wait for it to turn to courage.