Yesterday I was thinking about some upcoming sporting events I always drank for. (The Triple Crown horse races). My AV thought maybe I should go find a hotel room for those three days. Just those three days. And have those three days out of the year be my only drinking days. I would continue to tell people I don't drink but me and my AV would have our naughty little secret. Wink wink. WHAT THE HELL??? I continued to have urges yesterday out of the blue. So I engaged in other indulgences. I closed the curtains, got out a bag of peanuts and on a beautiful sunny day, I went underground with Netflix. For hours. For what it's worth, Jazzfish, your honest post today has saved me from letting the dog get on the sofa. Community connection really does help.