I too would like to hear from others with more experience. I have no desire to drink but have had 8 yrs. in another program before and the puny feeling is there and hard to snap out of. Nowhere does it say in RR that this should only be done once (big plan) but it is inferred just as drinking again after doing the steps is somehow "missing something". "I can never drink again no matter what" is my motto. Sounds like you had a "what" is all. Log it and move foreward. It will sting for a bit but so do stubbed toes (we tend to avoid THAT unseen trip and are more situationally aware AFTER the fact).