So sorry you are going through this, but it sounds like you are taking care of yourself, which is most important. God has seen you through to this point and has kept you safe and guided you to take the steps you have needed to take care of yourself. Your daughters' recovery and others in your life is out of your hands and all you can do is Let Go and Let God. I am struggling with this too, but I know I am powerless over my AS disease and can only and must take care of myself and my younger son. I pray that you continue to find peace and serenity.