I am sorry that you are here for the reasons you are.
Keep reading, keep posting and keep coming back.
many of us have been exactly where you are today......
We have learnt many things along the journey.
Time to take care of yourself and put yourself first......
I am so glad I have hopped off the merry go round with my AH. We still live under the same roof for now BUT I put myself and my children first ...and he can do what he likes.
it Sucks! We all understand your pain, upset and frustration....
Take care all the best Phiz :0)