Thanks to all for your thoughts and words of wisdom....I will put them to practice. I find myself re-reading them all the time because they are so helpful! I honestly would not be able to do this without all of you! I am so grateful and thankful for stumbling upon this forum!!.
Its hard for me right now, as my support group is small and I am in a lonely place for the time being. You guys are such an ENORMOUS PART OF MY SUPPORT GROUP and I thank you again for that!! I also have a therapist whom I saw today and I will see again Friday to help keep me on track during this trying and so difficult acute phase! Unfortunately, she's going on a three week leave after next week. I hope I can make it!!!!! I also think I need alanon!!????