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Old 05-10-2005, 08:46 AM
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thank you. I am trying to find something positive each day, even if I feel sad at the time. But, at the same time, I also have to face my feelings and go through them, and right now they just are not good at all. Right now, I am feeling like a failure. The "logical" part of me knows to say "hey step 1 remember" but the rest of me is feeling like a failure, that this relationship is ending. I do not want it to end. More so, I did not want it to turn out the way it did. I keep feeling perhaps I missed something, messed something up, that let it get to where he suddenly was so horrible toward me. Crazy I "know" but yet I "don't know" in so many ways. If that makes any sense. Well gotta go if I get too deep it'll be hard to get out. I'll talk more later. Thanks again, I appreciate that you are checking in on me. Can't say enough.
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