Update: I met with my sponsor yesterday. We spent just over an hour reviewing my amends draft to RAH. She had me read each section and we discussed it. It was very draining but good. We plan to meet up next Wed. to continue. I think then I'll be ready to re-draft it and break out what sections I want to give verbally and what I might put in a shorter written version.
Surprisingly she was not fully aware how long I had dealt with my H as a functional alcoholic. I guess I never really focused on all of those long building years, but the end run. She gave me a little gift which says, "attitude of gratitude.'
Driving home I saw an eagle fly over my car. I guess I am heading in the right direction.