And.....I woke up even more p*ssed than I was yesterday. I really need to figure out a way to manage these emotions. I am rehashing everything that was said in that room yesterday and getting more and more agitated. UGH....
If this mediation starts to falter or gets dragged on, I am considering (once again) retaining my own lawyer. Just being in the same room with him gets me jacked up. And, I know, I don't need to wait to make that decision but the frugal side of me wants to keep costs down by using mediation. I know that this is my choice and that I can make other choices here.....
Time to find a meeting and get my head screwed on straight and to get prepared for things to possibly get worse before they get better.