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Old 02-16-2015, 04:10 AM
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Nonsensical
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Originally Posted by Frixion View Post
That buzz. That ever so "hopeful buzz".
This, this feeling can only be good.
...life is even better than it was just-a-couple-of-drinks-ago.
I am unstoppable.
More vodka can only make this feeling better right
..iit must be because of my undiagnosed anxiety disorder... it's not the alcohol... I just need to learn how to cook better.
I don't have time to ponder, only time to drink a little bit more.
"I CAN HANDLE THIS"
Vodka will make this sad feeling go away.
I convince myself the quiz is nothing to stress about
...but in all reality all I want is a drink in that single moment.
My voice and my AV argue, but at this moment my AV is stronger than I.
but learning how to live life seems beyond impossible.
Of all the lies your AV told you, that last one is the worst.
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