Hi.
In my miserable latter days of drinking I had most of your feelings and experience. YUCK!
The meetingS helped me tremendously, leading my thinking away from drinking and living sober. I was able to get very active in the group which was for my benefit and sanity.
The big thing I kept telling myself: If I don’t pick up the first drink one day at a time in a row, I won’t have to TRY to get sober AGAIN.
What a relief that was!
BE WELL