Unexpectedly I drafted an amends for RAH today. I am going to send it to my sponsor. We are going to try to get together next week. I actually got 20Y of being codependent down to 3 pages. However, I am not sure I will give him all of it in written form. I may split it and try to talk about some of it and then I can winnow it down further. I think I will set a timeline to be ready in the next month to speak with him. This allows marriage counseling and spring break to progress without any impact from my recovery.
As for my amends to me, my eating is stabilizing at night. After struggling in January, I have lost weight this month. I am meditating now on my inner child. I saw a few free guided videos and thought it might be a nice break to go inwards.