I appreciate all your comments, I do. Really.
But none of you can throw anything at me about respecting myself (which is what it all comes down to). As much as I don't/ or didn't want to carry on in this situation, I really don't have enough cause to stop.
Usually, it is easy to give valid reasons to someone who drinks too much to stop. I don't have any reasons. It stops there.
I can't say how I might feel in say, a month's time or whatever. Maybe i'll be back on the wagon again and really going for it....who's to say? But right now, it just makes a lot of sense to carry on regardless....
Thank you, and again- no need to reply as I am half cut every time I log in anyway, so you're only conversing with a drunk person
