Dan, you re not alone, but what does that prove ? Just that you are rolling down a hill of self- destruction, like so many of us were here before we got sober.
Do you really want to go further and find out what it's like to lose everything ?
I hope you are ready to stop drinking my friend, you know that we will all support you and there is plenty of help available in the outside world too.
Don't end up like me. middle-aged, no career, no money, divorced, starting from scratch. Health scares on top of that.
Come on man, you can do this, you're worth more than three bottle of wine.