Me
I am new here, obviously. I'm 37 years old and a 20 year meth addict. I am almost 140 days completely clean and sober today, and thats the longest stretch I have in my adult life, outside of jail or prison. I'm tired. I'm tired of running from things I can't see, tired of turning away from LIFE, tired of the revolving door that prison seems to be, both the prison of addiction, and the prison that seems to come as a result of getting arrested because of addiction.
I wanna be a grown up. I wanna be a daddy. I wanna have a life, a job, a home. I wanna be a son and a big brother. I wanna have feelings. I wanna be trustworthy, loved, respected, and accepted.
I am gonna make it.