Drink Change.
Those were the two options I gave myself before xmas. Pretty suicidal I was. Ready to chuck myself off the local bridge definatley. Doing well I was. I wanted to post here, post to mates that I love here. Mates that don't know they are my mates. People that have really touched my heart when I am at my wits end. I've always wnated to talk to them, I can't it seems when I'm sober.
I was doing realaly well mates. I put the drink dowm before crimbo. The misery is too much mates. I Had another couple months.
Why dont I post before I get to this, I dunno mates? I couldn't hate myself more at the moment now mates. Shall I end myself man!@ agghj! I cant be like this anymore mates.
I've been going.
I tell you, stick a ******* dagger in me I wouldnt feeel it now. smash me in the face with a brick , I couldn't care either.
press me down with !