Hello Serenidad,
I understand how difficult cravings can be sometimes. I have come to SR in tears trying to fight a craving. It was the most scary experience for me ever as I never wanted to drink with such intensity while at the same time having a strong desire to remain sober.
It was awful.. but I pushed through with the help of other SR members and I will never forget how good I felt the next day. The best part that intense little mental breakdown I had was a brief moment in my life.. perhaps 30 minutes-45 minutes and then it passed.
That was best part, it passed. You have to believe that these cravings are going to become more manageable but only if you are able to fight and resist them. If I can do it, you can totally do it. As they say, this too shall pass.
