Thanks a lot for your replays. Alcohol really isnt a problem, partying was a problem, but I could go out for a few drinks and knew that I wasnt going to go "party". I dont remember the last time I actually ended up taking my DOC just because I was drunk, I dont remember the last time I was drunk actually, I hate to be drunk. I do however remember taking my DOC and not planning it by going to the wrong place (raves). So Im pretty sure what my brain is relating and cannot set a part is raves/drugs. Alcohol, meh.