Glad you are giving it a serious go, I'm pulling for you to get to your goal and beyond. It is true that time heals all wounds, I can attest to the fact that time was my biggest enemy. Once I got past 120 days I had a lot of strength to stay stopped, I would just caution to stay focused to get 7 or 8 months in. If you make it that far you will truly be getting into solid sobriety. You can do it.