The rational part of your thinking has recoginized that using alcohol will lead to negative consequences in your life, or at least I assume you have made tis realization/analysis , yes?
The AV is the part of your thinking that represents any positive thoughts of using alcohol, not necessarily positive in the sense of " Oh my forgetter tricked me into thinking drinking can be fun and relaxing for me", but in the sense of it is nearly inevitable that I will again consume alcohol.
What is the rational part of your thinking's plan for future alcohol use ?