love and support
Jennifer -
It sounds like you are doing a lot to help yourself. Good for you for posting here. You really need to take good care of yourself because you have a small baby. Remember, you need to take care of yourself and your baby. It is not your job to take care of the alcoholic.
I am learning a lot about alcoholism, and about ennabling. I am seeing a counsellor, and reading a lot, but I find going to Alanon is the most helpful of all. It's helping me disentangle myself from the emotional and mental chaos of watching my daughter destroy herself with alcohol.
Love and support to you,
Robin