I know what you mean... I wish that they could live one day in our body and our minds just so they can have a glimpse of what we go through. It's like they think that we just woke up one day and decided that this is what we wanted. What child imagines their future to be like this? They think we make the decision because we like it. It is a disease! A horrible one at that. But we can treat it if we want. Its like a diabetic, if they really want to see improvement, they follow the docs orders, but its easier said then done. You can do it!