I have quit going to meetings before and before I knew it I was back in my cage walking in circles....
I have also thought about not posting anymore sometimes I have been hurt by something someone else directs at me or I hurt myself by saying something that inspires a furry in others.
When I come here and write what's in my heart it helps so much. I have friends here and like going to meetings I have found more love than I was use to and it can be scary. Hell don't scare me but, love does go figure....I need this place even if the love scares me maybe it will scare me out of my sickness.