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Can you imagine that after I stopped, I had convinced myself that first bad night of chills (lasted a few hours on night one) and nightsweats (2 nights of drenched clothes!) were from getting feverish from working too hard? I am from NY, was working in Boston and hitting the bottle as usual. What an idiot thinking "I need my rest" I'm working too hard. I would have been fine without the wine. My liver and pocketbook need the rest, the other stuff will work itself out! As you can see, I see this for what it is - but it's seductive and draws me back. Thank you for helping me try to stay strong and sober!