Back to the original question of this post - Does anyone have issues with jealousy?
I'd have to answer yes to that one as I do find my self resenting and being jealous of those that can drink or do drugs recreationally and leave them behind otherwise. Looking at THEM makes me wish I could do that so I could feel the warm buzz or the euphoria of an opiate.
The problem for me is that when given the opportunity I cannot leave it behind for the next weekend or holiday. Every day all day becomes a holiday.
No matter how much I've tried I just can't.