Originally Posted by
ANewDayNYC 
I don’t even feel like getting up again – in two weeks it will be the same story.
You can write the ending to the story however you like. Your AV/addiction would love for you to think that you'll go back to drinking in a couple weeks, and that's exactly what it's trying to do. See if for the BS that it really is though.
Perhaps it is not that you aren't trying hard enough, but that you aren't trying the right thing. You wouldn't be here posting if the desire to be sober wasnt inside you...harness it and start again.