Play the tape through. When would it end? Do you know?
I drank last Dec 28th. I wanted to drink for ONE night.
It turned into Dec 28th, 31st, and Jan 2, 3, 4, 5.
3 days of missed work. And i'm ONLY now feeling somewhat normal 8 sober days later.
I heard something in AA the other day which TOTALLY applies here.
If you think you know the QUALITY of your sobriety based on the QUANTITY of days you are sober. Ask another for their opinion and compare it to your own.
That really struck a chord with me.