Aw TOD - I'm sorry your hubby was less than helpful especially at Christmas when we should be helping others.
H has decided to stay home today and insists we go to his sister's. He *might* go to the 12 step all day mtg which means he won't. He says he needs to be greedy and selfish now which means nothing has changed except he's dry. K, I know. Day Two only and I'm expecting miracles. My old husband to return overnight. Just really sad that he hasn't.
Last night was hard. He was up every hour. Tossing and turning when he was in bed. Is this normal? When does it get better? I'm so impatient. It's been ten years of heavy heavy drinking and now he's sober but his mind is still drunk if that makes sense. I feel like a horrible wife, wanting this for so long, finally getting it and still not being happy. I feel ungrateful.