Welcome back! Reading your post was a stark reminder of how much pain alcohol inflicts on us.
My advice is to stay open minded and listen closely to others who have been through it all before. One of the things you will hear often is that it gets easier. I had difficulty believing that but its actually true! Just try not to get too complacent, that can catch you off guard, keep actively working on your sobriety and you will be fine.
Hope to see you around in here, you're doing great
