No worries about feeling jumbled. Having an alkie in my life was a life jumbling experience. Jumble all you want, we all understand.
Originally Posted by
FlippedRHalo 
... I can't believe I was so blind...
That's pretty much the way I feel.
Originally Posted by
FlippedRHalo ... Is that really how they think? ...
I can't say about anybody else's, but mind sure did think that way.
Originally Posted by
FlippedRHalo ... I put so much in for that? ...
Yup, you are describing my feelings right there. The good news is that now I can put in all that and more for _me_. Make up for lost time, and one of these days find somebody _normal_ to hook up with.
As the others have said, it sounds to me like you are "recovering" just fine.
Mike
