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I still can honestly say he is my one and only. Is that sad? I'm just so beside myself on what to do. Things could be a ton worse...
Alcoholism is progressive, so it's likely things will GET to be a ton worse.
You can go to Al-Anon and just listen for the first few times. My bet is once you hear what other people are sharing about it will become natural to want to share what you are experiencing.
As painful as it may seem to talk about these things, keeping them to yourself is a whole lot more damaging.