ridiculous....many people experience a simple version of the "baby blues" which seems to fade away in a short time. If it is persisting for 14months....I would suggest that you tell your Gyn doctor about it. (you won't have to tell your whole life story!). If you don't have such a doctor...you can go to planned parenthood and receive very sympathetic attention. (I worked in a woman's hospital for several years). You deserve and can get treatment for this. Please don't suffer in silence. Talk to someone. You would be surprised at how much better you would feel.
Please hang around and let us know h ow things are going for you.
dandylion