I had a really amazing therapist I was seeing for sometime but she ventured out on her own & was unable to take my insurance. Sadly.
I've not looked for another one. I don't feel like I have it in me to go through drudging up my entire life story to get back to the point I was when we parted ways.
I love my alcoholic, very much. I still can honestly say he is my one and only. Is that sad? I'm just so beside myself on what to do. Things could be a ton worse...I just want to find myself and hope he follows suit.
I've considered aI anon meetings..not sure I'm ready to let the water works go public just yet. Joining this forum has been a HUGE step letting down my guard a bit and admitting to myself there truly is a problem.