Hi and Good Morning!
It's great to have you here. Remember, Bo, Nothing Changes if Nothing Changes...so do try and check out those NA meetings you mentioned...there you will find SO many people precisely in the same position as you. It's SUCH a comfort. You'll also make a lot of new (non-using) friends. And learn how to enjoy the things life has to offer that don't involve using...best thing for me is that I know if I keep at it, honestly, I am my obsession with alcohol IS going to be lifted. Totally.
Good luck! Keep us posted!
Cathy31
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