Originally Posted by
venuscat 
If
grtgrandpa was here right now, I just know he would be (and will be) overjoyed at how hopeful and filled with life you are now
Pach. And about how miraculous it is the love that one drunk can have for another....I think back only what, a week ago? to your terrifying night...and just look at you now!!!
It is a beautiful thing.
♥♥♥
I was just thinking tonight driving home, that, yes, it's been one week already! I simply couldn't have conceived such a notion 2 weeks ago. No way. Well, I hadn't tried. You all made it smooth, you gave me the right guidance and here I sit as though nothing jarring has happened. After that first day, clear weather all the way. Well, the change is huge, I feel it all day, I feel present and glorious and creative and I actually have PLANS in my head that I KNOW I can implement now that I'm not inebriated at night when my planning time is.
I am so happy right now, mon chat noir! Not even I can believe it!
