wow, i feel the same way about my ex fiancee, its hard, i know, its miserable. Its also hard when you had some good memories, but when you think of the bad ones it makes the decision that much clearer. I never thought i would be on here giving advice to someone 2 years later after me and my ex split. I understand your pain.....but NO CONTACT is honestly THE ABSOLUTE best way. i had to change my number it got so bad and i was being dragged down every text and every call i received. then i recovered..then it came again. after months and months i couldn't emotionally take it anymore. changing my # was the best thing I've done.
stay strong