You won't be surprised... I'm not.
Yes. Relaspe. I went from not thinking about it to BAM doing it. I've had two a night for the past week. I've been in this exact spot a few times. I know if I do not drink tonight, I'll have night sweats for the next two weeks. Since both you and I are seasoned SR folks, I'll spare the bs about the small quantity of liquor that is. Because when I fall off, I do it slowly but surely. And I care because I'm here. But im so devastwd over Debbies passing, I don't want to deal with it. I am going out of my mind. I don't want to deal with anything. I just can't believe this has happened. My heart hurts.