I need advice! I am desperate, as I mentioned on another thread, my husband has had a "relapse", and I am very bitter, hurt, and very disappointed to say the least. His rantings and ragings have taken a toll on me mentally and emotionally, and I have lost a significant amount of weight. When he is not drinking he is the man I married, but when he is drinking I don't even know him. Dr. Jykell Mr. Hyde lives with me now.
My love for him is numb and dying, and I wish sometimes he would just die in an auto accident or something. I am sorry but this is just the way I am feeling. I am ready to hear your expressions of encouragement and frank advice or talk. Sigh! Sigh!....I have taken many emotional and mental "blows" from my husband, a few more won't matter, unless I receive constructive "blows", which I will greatly appreciate. Thank you all in advance for your replies.
