lillamy

I can relate to that so much. I can still feel that pain, that... it's grief, actually, of having made choices that mean my children did not have a happy healthy childhood. But that was the case whether I stayed or left. I allow myself to grieve that. But it's something I cannot do anything about. I can't go back and change my choice to marry their father.

I can, however, look forward and make the best of the future.