Sorry your going thru this. My AH has done the same thing been gone 3 mths. Except his doc is meth.. He said he just cant hurt me anymore. We've been togeather 28 yrs so i no how your feeling and thinking the samething. I started going to naranon and seeing how that works for me. Dont have any answers but wanted to say Im sorry your going thru this too. And your not alone.