I guess when I get that feeling, I remember why we are not talking to begin with. I changed my number so I would not feel the need to reach out. I know, kinda weird. But I did it so I would not spout angry things to him and make the situation worse than it already is. I love him and miss him so much, but I am trying to figure out exactly what I miss and love about him. Hang in there. It will get easier and you will figure out what to do in time. Be easy on yourself.