You're doing what I used to do - looking (and fearing) sobriety, through the haze and depression following a boozing session. The reality, when you get through those first few days and beyond, is very, very different
I think back on it as someone passing me the keys to a car but my not having had many lessons - terrifying! The freedom that comes from driving now though, and similarly, being sober - is electrifying.
Give it a go
